I try not to define myself by any tag on a daily basis, but there are some open fires I highly identify with, so I am kinda safe saying ''I feel like this''. One is ''Feminist''. In his pure meaning of search for equality, respect and desire to free both men and from the formal tyranny we all suffer and has been standarised. As a feminist, I've felt, and often do feel, conflicted by the fact that I am creating dolls, which are objetuated women to the ultimate expression. Because, well, they are... objects. It is sometimes hard to cope with such a contradiction, and yet, after thought and reflection, I've reached some conclusions I would like to share with you.
The constant representation of the femenine body in art and literature has been, quite often, observed under the prism of a male perspective. Either out of objetuation, adoration or plain lust, male artists have been depicting female bodies dictating therefore the standards and canons of beauty according to their preferences. I would like to believe that there could be something intrinsecally feminist into representing the female body according to feminine ideals or preferences. Specially since quite often, they differ greatly from the male expectative of what a female body is, or should be. I know how often we, women, don't only try to reach formal perfection, but also imperfection or even exaggeration. The sculpture (doll in this case) then defines itself, and sets it's own standards. But I'm disgressing, and I would like to address exactly what has taken me to write this post.
I was once preparing my business cards. In one of them, I used a photo of Saoirse sitting backwards, showing her back and profile. I go ahead and printed several hundreds of them. Then, I went to proudly show the card to my family. They looked at it, giggled, and my mom frowned.
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| The photo for the card |
I looked around and my cousin then said bluntly ''It looks like a prostitute's call card''. And then everyone started to comment how inappropriated it was for a business card to display a bottom on it, etc etc. Feelings were hurt, I got angry with my family, and decided not to show them my stuff.ever.again. (I did, tho. Family can be ok sometimes :P)
After that day, I reflected long on my dolls and how do I depict and show them in my social media. They are, often, naked. Yet, I failed to see anything openly sexual or ''erotic'' on them. Perhaps because, as an art student that was constantly exposed to nudity during univeristy (We had to copy from natural like, 4 hours per day for 4 years, using live models that were terribly bored and often asleep), nudity never stroke me as something offensive or even sexual. To be honest, it was a time that the human models became just like the other composition subjects in class (the bunch of apples in a basket, the old chair) and all you cared for was how good your drawing was looking and if your teacher would like it enough to rise up your marks for that term.
So I realized I've applied that way of thinking into my dolls as well, and I happily photographed and showed them around naked without any further consideration. It was after those thoughts, when I realized that some people might think otherwise. And yet, I've decided to keep doing it as I did, rejecting those opinions. Let me explain you why:
To my, my fairies are just otherworldly beings, not subject to human laws of what is ''correct'' or ''modest''. I find something empowering and refreshing into depicting fantasy women displaying their beauty without social constraints of any kind. C'mon, they are fairies, inspired by pagan mythology and ancestral traditions. They do not know the difference between panties or a hat -for them both are just beautiful things you wear because they are pretty and you like them- So I decided that even if my dolls were unmistakeably sensual and beautiful, that didn't meant immediately sexual, or objetuated. Don't get me wrong, some of my pictures have an obvious sexy vibe, but yet again, I wanted it to look as a woman conscious of her own beauty and attraction, and unashamed of it.
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| I'm sexy and I know it XD |
Even if I can and I actually do enjoy the fragile, utilitary beauty that some creators display on their dolls, and extremely thin proportions or fashion-subdued approach to bjd making, I've decided that's not my path, which goes more towards different proportions -from the pinupesque, chubby bodies of my Glendalough, to the slender and modelesque Sidhes, and also flat chested Cluny, the all-round Roisin I'm currently working on, etc-. For me, beauty comes in all shapes, and I love making my dolls looking empowered and happy, healthy yet feminine. I would like to believe that the idea of refreshing nudity, freedom and conscience of the body as your own, as much as your privilege to show it without any social, religious or moral concerns of any sign is a display of female freedom, that conciliated me with the idea of my dolls as objects of trade. And even if sometimes I've toyed with the idea of creating with them images of sickness, sadness or restraint, something inside me makes me depict them doing silly nonsense surrounded by flowers and in a happy mood. Makes me happy, I guess ; )
The contradiction that lies within what is feminine -fragile but strong, flirtatious but elusive, motherly and maidenly- is something wonderful and allows so many ways of expression and interpretations as eyes are in the world. My compromise with feminism and the female causa is still on, and I really care of how can I affect or take part on it (even if my acts could be detrimental or contradictory towards it). As usual, I would love to hear and discuss your points of view about it. Thank you so much for hearing me ramble once more!
Goddess bless you ; )
Nany
4 comments:
A pesar de que las mujeres estemos objetivadas, cualquiera que conozca tu trabajo o, cualquiera que tenga una mirada un poco artística no creo que viese estas fotos como objetos de deseo. Al igual que las hadas pueden ser juguetonas y sexis, también se dejan ver tímidas o fuertes dependiendo de la mirada de la cámara y del espectador. Como siempre, aquí juega la mirada que juzga. Es "pervertida" una imagen o ¿la pervierte la persona que la observa?
Por otra parte, estoy segura, de que cuando lleguen tus chicos, los trataras de igual forma que a tus chicas, y si lo que te apetece es mostrar la escultura con poca ropa o en poses sugerentes, sin ninguna duda lo harás.
I agree with you so much. I see in your dolls a feminine figure that is feeling good in their being, and that is what made me admire them and also buying from you. :) Being grown up in Finnish sauna culture I don´t just automatically connect nudity to sexuality. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes. :)
then I would say that people who see a sex object in your dolls are a bit obsessed with it and yet we have so we rehashed the head with some inane codes on women that's bullshit that wins in the end .
Personally, I see the nude as art, there's not an ounce of porn idea, sexual or any other kind of idiocy in the photographing a naked body.
It's a beautiful naked body.
If people interpret it as such is that they are simply perverse.
in your daughters, I see the innocence, they are beautiful and mischievous; they réspie the joy of life and that's why I Siobhan and Maeve. The elves were always naked or scantily clad, I see nothing shocking in that. If it bothers some, bah must not lend the same attention to it, they go for treatment.
me what shocks me is all these scandals can be done around a doll or a / an artist comes out a bit of the box to bullshit cons I've seen photos of large size dolls Males 80 cm with dolls smaller than 45 cm male but also ideologically there that's reminder to pedophilia but it does not shock anyone and I saw it on MC ...
Not to stop there.
Let the people talk anyway there will always be troublemakers around in circles which déningreront others.
As for your family, they simply do not understand the art of the nude and tell you that your mother is not in our generation, the woman had nothing to show in public.
lots of love
I know that beauty is also nice, but there is also a dark side to everything. I recall that pimps often target naive young girls to exploit, supermodels starve themselves to follow that impossible vision and many women buy makeup with dubious claim in order to appear younger. And a few desperate people go the route of plastic surgery to remain attractive.
And it is this obsession with perfection and beauty that can hurt us as well. Maybe it's time to go out of your comfort zone and depict the grotesque, the strange thing that we would willingly look away from. Maybe depict a amputee, or scars, or even a child with Down's Syndrome. We need to be aware that flaws is what make us more interesting.
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